I am SCARED.

I just got a call this afternoon that Dr. Robbins' office had a cancellation for tomorrow morning.  We took the appointment. Our original appointment isn't supposed to be for another month, and I felt I would be more prepared.  I feel like this is finally starting to sink in that there may be something more that original tests didn't reveal. I feel like we are diving in head first.  I hope the landing will be soft.  Please lord don't let this process break our hope or spirit.  I better go, I feel nauseous.